Atm.

HONESTLY
i went to chill to this kids house today instead of going to youth service.

he even told me he wanted to go. 

and i said no, cause i was embarrassed to bring him.

and now i feel really bad because i know it would have been so much better to go.

this sucks.

cause i know its entirely my fault.

Lord please forgive me, because my stupidity gets in the way of better things.